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Part 4~~~

bb i lahir kul12.25 tghari...

tp yg sdih lps bb kuar sorang nurse or dktr lgsg xbgtau i dpt bb pe..

tgk wjh bb pn xsmpat...

sdih kn???

lps je bb kne bwk jauh dr i dktr pn trus jhit...

mse 2 i rse cm letih sgt n rse cm nk tdo n dh xkesah dktr 2 nk wtpe mse 2...

tp dsbbkn dktr 2 jhit i n dia xbius i n i rse skit i pn ape lg mjerit la ckp sakit..

blh dktr 2 soh i tarik nafas dlm2 t xrse skit katanye...

mmg gile la dktr 2 jhit aku idup2...

ble dh lame sgt kaki i tgntung br i trase yg kaki i dh lenguh...

mse 2 mmg tpkir dh stengah jam dktr ni jhit aku xkn xsiap2 lg??

mse 2 i tgk jam dh kul1...

kaki 2 mmg lenguh yg teramat2 sgt la...

skali dktr dtg sblh i n dia ckp i pny bwh 2 xleh jhit..

ble msk benang or jarum dia akn tputus sbb i pny dnding 2 nipis sgt...

2 sbb xleh jhit...

mse 2 i rse nk mrh je kt dkr 2...

dktr 2 ckp i kne wt operation dgn cpt coz i byk bleeding...

dia pn ckp g yg i kne tmbh drh n lau drh 2 ada HIV n i kne HIV pihak spital xkn btggjwb...

n dia soh i sain borang aggreement 2 wkt 2 jgk...

i mmg dh xleh pkir pjg i sain je trus...

mse 2 kesal jgk la ble dktr 2 ckp mcm 2...

lps je i sain diaorang pn trus siapkn i tok bwk i p bilik operation...

n yg pling i geram xde sape pihak hspital bgtau prkara sbnar kt fmly i lbih2 lg kt en.suami...

mse i dbawa ke blik oepration i tnmpk en.suami follow i..

mse 2 rse cm nk mngis n pluk en.suami sgt2..

tp ape kn daya i xmampu...

en.suami ckp mse dia nmpk i kne sorong msk ke bilik operation wjh i pucat gile..

mak i, mertua i, abh i n suami i mngis2 mse diaorang tggu i kne operation....

sblm i kne operation dtg pkr bius dkt i...

dktr cine 2 sgguh baik skali...

dia ckp yg dia akn bius i dr blkg kt pggang...

ble dh kne bius i xkn rse skit...

tp mse dktr 2 nk bius i skit jgk kne cucuk ubat bius 2...

lps kne bius i pn msk kt blik operation...

operation pn djlnkn n i spruh sdr mse 2...

dgr la nurse2 ni bsembang psl pe nk mkn time buke la psl kueh ry la n mcm2 lg la...

pstu yg pling aku gram dktr india yg tgh operate aku 2 leh gdh2 ngn nurse2 kt tepi 2 psl hnpon..

dh la mse 2 dia tgh pgang gnting pstu gdh2 lak 2...

lau gnting 2 tetgga kt anu i mmg i smn dktr 2 n spital 2 skali...

stelah hmpir 3jam i kne operate i pn dbawa msk ke ICU tok tmbh drh...

dok kt ICU xlame dlm 2jam lbih...

seb bek drh yg msk kt bdn i srasi ngn i...

lps dktr cek i ok, i pn dtolak hntr ke labour room smula...

kt ctu i dltkkan kt 1bilik khas bsebelahan ngn tmpt org bsalin...

xlame i dok kt blik 2  en.suami pn msk jmp i...

ble i pndg je wjh dia air mata ni otomatik ngalir cm air trjun...

i ngis spuas2nye...

sdih ble kenangkn nsib i jd cmni...

em.suami cbe tenangkn i wkt 2...

i siap ckp kt dia lg psni xmo bsalin dh...

tggu lg 3thn br blh bsalin lg...

dia pn kata xpe rht puas2 dlu...

pstu en.suami bgtau dia dh tgk bb mse i kne operate...

dia dh qamatkn...

dia pn tny i dh tau ke dpt bb pe...

i ckp xtau...

e.suami pn bgtau i dpt bb girl n muke dia mcm i...

mse 2 rse sonok sgt dgr...

mse tgh borak2 ngn en.suami nurse pn dtg bgtau mse mlwt dh abeh...

sblm kluar en.suami pn cium dahi i ckp love u so much...

mse 2 i rse touching sgt2 ble dia ckp cmtu...

trse diri ni betoi2 dhrgai oleh en.suami...

hehehe... malu lak...

~~blushing~~ winkkkk~~